My life is great according to others... so much better than it once was. But sometimes I really hate my life and still wish I were dead. Is that wrong? idk... my soul is sad. I don't even really have a reason. I hate being inside my head.

I don't know why I can't seem to add more icons... i <3 icons... trying to do it like I used to, but the links don't seem to be working right. I used to use internet explorer, but apparently it's not made for macs anymore. SIGH...
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"There ought to be a place to go when you can't sleep
or you're tired of getting drunk and the grass doesn't work anymore,
and I don't mean go on to hash or cocaine,
I mean a place to go besides death that's waiting and a love that doesn't work anymore"
    -Unknown

But when life kicks you when you are down, and keeps kicking you, you are allowed to mourn...

Skillet
"Imperfection"

You're worth so much
It'll never be enough
To see what you have to give
How beautiful you are
Yet seem so far from everything
You're wanting to be
You're wanting to be



You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection



You're worth so much
So easily crushed
Wanna be like everyone else
No one escapes
Every breath we take
Dealing with our own skeletons, skeletons



You fall to your knees
You beg, you plead
Can I be somebody else
For all the times I hate myself?
Your failures devour your heart
In every hour, you're drowning
In your imperfection



Won't you believe, yeah
Won't you believe, yeah
All the things I see in you



You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Drowning in imperfection